So I know it's been a while since I've posted. I broke my own rules I started caring about what others wanted or didn't want to read. Now while I truly appreciate anyone who reads this blog this a place for me it may not always be cheery, it might seem dull or redundant at times. But I can't help what's going on in my life at any given time.
Lately I have felt distant from people,im majority of the time by myself. Kala is around when she can be which is really nice but she has her own life to deal with and can't be here with my physically 24/7. Triston he's also busy with life but I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss him sometimes. Sometimes it feels like ppl just fade away. I know people come and go, but friends are together forever, it's just hard at times.
One step forward and push people further away, I've finally realized this is my space to just open up and key out emotions that get bottled up. Yes I post updates on life events which is nice and good, but when you start letting others criticize writing it honestly starts to suck, the best writing is what comes naturally and freely.
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