into our lives

    Have you ever just stopped, and wondered why, or how the people in your life came to be there? Think about all the humans that walk earth, and how we meet only a handful of them. The ones that are in our lives are the ones important to us. Some turn out to be friends, others turn out to be enemies, or at least people we don't mind seeing gone after only a short while. Everyday brings a chance to meet someone new, and also a chance to hold on to someone old. 

    Someone once said sometimes people you haven't known as long as people you've know much longer can prove themselves to be much better to you than the others. Sometimes we only get to hold on to someone for the briefest of time, but yet they can have the most impact on our lives. Another thing about the people who are involved in our lives we need to remember quality over quantity, and I'm happy that I can say I have a few people who are worth more than gold. 

    While you're wondering what brought the people that's in your life into it, also think about what brought you into theirs? Sometimes it turns out they need us just as much as we need them. I'll admit that's not always the case, but usually there is a link that connects you together. I'll also admit I don't always see why the people around me choose to be around me, but everyone has their reasons and thats all you really need to know.

Don't settle

    Have you ever met someone and just get flustered? You're just like "well God did a GOOD job on them" to quote a friend of mine haha. Let's sadly admit it while looks aren't everything, in this society they kind of are. Then when you meet them or interact with them you feel like you kinda fall flat, and think you'll never be on their level, or ever have them take an interest in you. That honestly is just a bad place to be.

    I choose to believe that there is someone you're looking for who's looking for you. You just have to be patient and not settle for just anyone who comes by your way. God has someone in store for everyone, and he won't give you someone you don't like. That's a promise he has the perfect person in store for you. You both just have to find each other. So don't ever feel inferior because you are worth anyone's love. 

    However remember before anyone can  be expected to accept you for all you are, you have to look in the mirror and be able to accept yourself flaws and all. Remember even the people who seem perfect from a glance have their own luggage that might be deeper than skin. So just don't settle it may take time but your dream date is out there somewhere. 

Just hope for the best

    So today went over fairly well, hung out with mom. Got to go see Big hero 6, and honestly i have to say its really a great movie. By far one of the best I’ve seen in awhile. Then for dinner we went to Outback, ha i got steak and lobster a rare treat seeing how it was priced $14.99 honestly though it was so tasty! i texted a few people and got some replies lol. crazy right? 

    Then i just lounged around my room and got caught up on some of my shows (Red Band Society, and The Flash). The disney trip is getting closer with each passing day, and honestly i can’t tell if I’m more nervous or excited about it. Because sadly once its finally here, then within a few days it will be over. Honestly I’m still half expecting something to come out of the woodwork and have things not go as planned. On the other hand I’m honestly really happy at times because i mean come on its disney during Christmas, one of my most best friends, and getting to catch up in person with other MPS patients.

    Maybe I’m over thinking some things, and honestly i probably am. Still sometimes you can’t help how you feel, i guess i just have to hope for the best. 

Took a short break

    Ok so I haven't written anything in a couple weeks and I'm honestly sorry guess I was taking a small break from it. To be honest not too much happened though. Just day to day life haha.

    Did get to go see Disney on ice thanks to my hospitals, took my mom and nephew Cooper! It was honestly really fun and we had great seats. Was a nice pre Disney vacation treat lol. 

If you've never been I highly recommend you give it a try!!

    Also for Halloween I went out as Spider-Man! It was super cold that night so costume wasn't the best weather friendly choice lol, but it was still fun. Even went into a store with it on, and got several thumbs up haha

    Other little detail were working on trying to get me some assistance on getting to work (like a job) and not lose my insurance so, fingers crossed that something works out there. 

    So I guess I've managed to stay busy these last weeks but I'm planning on getting back to writing more frequently.