You know it feels like sometimes no one hears me. We have all this social media, and in theory it's supposed to connect us to each other. Really all it does is slowly divide us. Those who are worth following, to those who we choose to ignore. It's bad to feel alone, but it's worse to feel alone and then purposely ignored.
Lately it feels like I'm faded. I have two sincerely true friends that I know are always with me, and have my back, but I also know they have their own lives to live. I do see one of them more frequently when she's not working though so we find things to get into, the others a bit harder as he's on his own a good ways away, but I know we're best friends too. I don't feel like I've done anything of importance lately. I tell myself that it's just a break from everything I've came from, but sometimes I question just what did I really go through?
I miss hanging out with people, and yet medically I know I can't be free when others are at times. I feel like I've reverted back slowly and my walls are going back up. And just to clarify I like my life, and I'm happy, I'm just a little lonely at times lately.
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