Sometimes...

    Sometimes we just let ourselves get fooled, hoping things will turn out one way, while its totally obvious to everyone else that we're just fooling ourselves. Sometimes we think that if we just hold on long enough things will go back to normal, or get better. We honestly torment ourselves sometimes doing this, we build our hopes up sky high, and then the next instant BAM! Reality hits us, and we get knocked back down.
    Sometimes patience is the key, and things will get better, but sometimes we need to learn to throw in the towel no matter what the outcome may be, just to end the madness (still have yet to do that myself lol). It's not fair to yourself to be so happy one second, then depressed seconds later. Don't blame the other people involved, they usually don't know how it's effecting you, and they probably didn't mean for it to. Now yes there are some people who know EXACTLY what they are doing or did, and those people suck.
    Basically sometimes as hard as it may be, we just have to move on.

Overloaded summer

    So looks like all of next week I have a doctor appointment at least one every day of the week, Monday hearing test for new hearing aids, and maybe get some replacements, Tuesday orthodontist in Atlanta (braces may be coming off!), Wednesday physical therapy, and counseling, Thursday treatment, and Friday physical therapy again.
    This is gonna leave no time for TV lol, seriously thought I'd left majority of hospital life, but it seems to be pulling me back, however, all of these appointments in the long run will be improvements that I've worked so hard for with gods help.
-Things so far are a little better, still not great, and definitely still hard at times, but only time can fix things, and they may never get back to 100%-

Not the best of days

(sorry for not finishing the vacation series, honestly it was over the last day we just drove home.)
    Well right now I'm not in the best of moods, I honestly feel sick, and upset. So the blogs my come a little slower, or it may not effect them at all I don't know right now. You see something happened, and well the results just sorta blew up on my face, and left me hurt emotionally (won't go into details).
    Im hoping time will help, I'm hoping that nothing changes, and I'm hoping I didn't lose a friend honestly.
So yeah not the best of days

Vacation Day Six

So today sorta started out bad, seeing that I still can't hear. I called hearing aid doctor they can see me the 25th of June :( that's so long to go without hearing :(
We decided to hit downtown Disney again, along the way we stopped at Denny's and they made me a fried cheese melt (pic below) it was amazing!!!
At downtown we did some last minute shopping, lol we made it back to the condo at 1am.

Vacation Day Five

Today we went exploring in Seminole, we found a boardwalk/shopping district, and looked around there for awhile, after we decided to go to the beach. Right before however, my hearing aid quit working. So it's been harder to hear people, and it's getting annoying for me to even try to listen. We did get to see the beach at sunset though.

Vacation Day Four

Well after the day spent at magic kingdom, sadly nothing happened today we were both worn out we never even left the condo, we had pizza delivered in, but mostly we slept on and off all day lol.

Vacation Day Three

Ok so the third day we went to Disney World!!! It honestly started out bad haha. We decided to hit downtown Disney before we went to the park, however we realized none of the stores opened until after 10:30am (we got there at 9:15am). So after we finally got to go to some stores we made our way to busses so we wouldn't have to park. Well we waited 50min on a bus, then the bus went to typhoon lagoon instead of the contemporary resort, but it did take us there after thankfully. We went to aboard the monorail, only to find out it was broke, so we ended up using the walking path to the magic kingdom . Along the way I realized that I had left the money we needed to rent a EVC (scooter), back at the condo.

Well after all that things started to go good we had lunch at Ricks starlight cafe, then we rode big thunder mountain. We also got to see the parade up close, and the dreams come true show. We also rode splash mountain, Winnie the pooh, philphar magic, race cars, and the mad tea party. We saw tigger and pooh, plus briar rabbit, and he got me up and into a side show where we did the hokey pokey. I Also dis the attraction sorcerers of the Magic Kingdom, an interactive card game where you the player have to stop the villains from over taking the magic kingdom by following clues all over the park, (it was really fun, plus got to keep the cards). We had dinner at Pinocchio's village restaurant, and then ended the night watching wishes. (we stayed from noon till midnight.)

It was honestly a fun day but we were both exhausted after lol

Vacation Day Two

Ok so today was spent mostly at the beach. Got in the water a lot relaxed under the umbrella while reading my book (which I totally finished in less than two days!). We did use sunscreen, however after we got back to the condo we noticed that we were once again sunburned... I honestly don't know what to do even with sunscreen I burn fun fun lol.But today honestly all in all was just a resting relaxing day, seeing how tomorrow we are going to Walt Disney World's Magic Kingdom all day!! (really excited!
(the pic is of my book at the beach lol)

Vacation Day One

Ok so vacation has officially begun, and after an over 10 hour trip, I finally made it to Seminole, FL!!!
Me and my friend Kala got there ahead of the rest of our group do we had to wait on them (seeing how they had room key). So we decided to go exploring, we found our way to the beach, couldn't get too wet, but we did enjoy seeing the water and we plan on going back tomorrow.
We're ending the night with "quality time" watching the movie Act of Valor.
(lol I'm reading my book "Immortal City")

A little kindness goes a long way

    You know the best moments in my opinion are the ones that just come out of the blue and surprise you. A lot of people don't really get that small acts of kindness can honestly have huge effects on people.
For example going to a small gathering, and while your sitting sorta alone someone comes up and says "I'm glad your here". Now for the person who said it, it may not have been that big a deal, but to the other person they saw it as someone truly wanted them there.
    So little things like that I really think can go a long way (I know from experience) plus you never know they may have been having a crappy day, and you may have just made it a little brighter.
    So just remember try to show some kindness to everyone, eventually you'll get some back.

Starting physical therapy

So yesterday I started physical therapy in dalton (one of first doctors I don't have to leave dalton for lol). it seemed to go ok, they had me show how I walked then felt how tight my mussels were (which are what's causing the problems they think). Then they gave me some exercises that I could do at home, mostly stretches. Plus they want to see me possibly three times a week. So will see how this goes lol. I go back Friday.

Cookie dough truffles !?!?

So last evening (Friday) I went over to my cousin Kathleen's house to visit since she just got out of surgery, we watched the food network and saw how to make cookie dough truffles they looked so good we both agreed!
Later some of her friends came over Sage, Rebekah, Sam, and Bea. Kathleen of course had to tell them about it, and after a dinner all of our group decided to make them for her. They were honestly soo good, messy but very good. We ended the night with "the phantom of the opera"
It was a good day and I'm glad to see she's doing so well, she's not 100% recovered, but she's better than she could be. Love her so much!

Goodbye nurse Lindsey

So yesterday May 31st was my nurse Lindsey's, (nurse from treatment) last day at my hospital. Luckily she was my nurse for the day so I got to have her on her last day (I know she was thrilled lol). I got her a necklace "best nurse award" (that's what photo is of). she loved it a lot and ran off to show it off lol.

She is witty, super nice, full of energy, and a great nurse who I'm going to miss so much. 

We have each other on Facebook so we won't lose contact, but I can honestly say treatment won't be the same without her.