Monday, July 20, 2015

Do I?

    Let's be honest I'm kinda different lol, I lead and interesting life at times. My medical file is a novel, physically I have some issues standing straight, and walking, mentally like other people I have self doubts. And despite all of this I wouldn't really ask to change my life. 
    Do I wish more people would have stayed around and not faded away? Yes, but it makes me value the ones who stayed even more (and no I'm not angry at anyone who did, I'm a lot to take on full time lol). Do I enjoy all the medical procedures? Not particularly, but everyone has some parts of their life that just aren't fun, and I think in some ways it's all made me tougher. Do I wish I had a more normal appearance, or at least what I picture in my mind of how I'd like to look? Yeah honestly, that's probably one thing at times I wish I could stand up perfectly straight and see how I look, but at the core I know we are all unique and best just the way we are. 
    Everyone one has parts of their life they may not like, but those parts help make us who we are, and I wouldn't wanna change that. 

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