You know lately things have been calm. Treatment has been going smoothly. I haven't been sick in awhile. Things have for the most part been quiet. I'm not sure if that's a completely good thing or not really. The whole calm before the storm saying comes to mind. Another reasons I say it's been quiet is just stating the truth. Seems like lately I'm noticing or feeling like I'm fading. the group I hang out with usually well I wonder if they even realize its been over a month since I actually got to go do something with them.
Fo the ones who've moved away for school it's actually at times getting easier, we text, and I've started letter writing, (Not sure if ill get a reply though ha) and they do visit sometimes, but it's still not the easiest thing in the world, when you look around, and realize the majority of your time you've spent by yourself.
Despite all of this I have to honestly say that things are looking up. Sure at times it may not seem like it, but in the bigger picture I'm doing better than I have in awhile. There are a few kinks to work out, but I think everybody has some honestly. I'm trying to trust that everything is gonna work out the best way it can.
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