Ok so we all have things about ourselves that we don't like. For me a have a few things that i'd like to work on. First being opening up, and not being so shy around people. Even with people I know really well I can have a hard time coming out of my shell, and managing to strike a conversation. The shyness is almost crippling. I'm working on that, and can honestly tell at times I break those walls I put up around myself, and it honestly usually turns out good.
Secondly, i'd like to channel my emotions outwardly better (possibly in some form other than writing). Usually I don't show my emotions, i'm reserved even when its perfectly fine to be sad, or mad, or something else. I may feel it inside, but I have trouble expressing it, and usually just let it bottle up until it hits the breaking point. I guess thats the part I really want to work on, not having to get to a breaking point.
Thirdly, I think goes with both of the first two. I want to express myself more, and not care what others think. I think being yourself is one of the best things you can be, but due to my shyness and lack of expressing my emotions sometimes I just hold back.
I can tell that over the last year alone i've improved a lot on these things, but I also know I still have some work to do. lol
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