Ok so today, I had my 21st birthday dinner with my moms side of the family since tomorrow on my actual birthday I will be at treatment, and might be too tired to try and celebrate. I will be celebrating with some of dads side friday night at red lobster (yum!). One key difference you ask from this dinner at my moms to the birthday dinners from the past? Well this one, was one of the first in years where I invited actual friends, as in more than one (and as you can see they showed up). It was honestly a really good night for me, plus everyone got along.
Tonight instead of feeling lonely, forgotten or out of place. I felt loved, included, and the doubts that the devil had chained to me were shattered. I am so grateful for my friends, and I thank god for them constantly. I hope I can keep this feeling, but I know the devil will try to manipulate me again, but i'm going to hold on to the truth, that I have friends who not only do they care about me, but I care about them a lot, and I would fight for them.
So I can honestly say that tonight has been one of the best birthdays, and nights i've had ever :)
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