Another weekend is happening, and honestly I'm ready for it to be over haha. You see last night was fun, I got to hang out with my BFFL kala. We played with my camera and sparklers, we are getting pretty good with this painting with light thing, it looks epic when you get a good shot.
Tomorrow the Link starts back up at RBCC and while I'm really excited to get back to hanging with my group, I'm kinda anxious/nervous. You see to start off the year we are doing an Instagram scavenger hunt. And I might have to use my walker. I know what you're thinking "so what?". I haven't used a wheelchair or walker at the link in two years.. So it just feels like taking a step backwards. I'm just hoping no one looks at me differently. I wanna participate in everything, and while I wish I could do it like everyone else I have to make sure I don't hurt myself trying to keep up. I like to hide this things that are wrong with me as most everyone else does I suspect at times.
Guess I just gotta go with my head held high, and act like I don't care lol, conceal don't feel. I'm sure it will go over well, and I'm just overthinking this, I just hate that at times I still need a walker, or even a scooter. Some people joke saying what about the perks like at Walt Disney and honestly if I could stand up straight, and be able to stay up and wait in the regular lines I would prefer that. But that's just me lol.
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