Well April 18th is my birthday, my 20th to be precise, and its only just three days away. Now most people would be excited for that day, I however can't seem to get into the birthday spirit. The reason being I've had a lot of stuff happening at the same time all piling up on me. For starters I've been trying to organize an awareness day (MPS day), and I've finally gotten most of that worked out (just lots of phone calls and money). Then theres the fact that I received hate mail a few weeks ago, and the contents inside were truly just mean, and hurtful. Also I managed to lose all eligibility for finical aid, so thats a stress hanging like a black cloud over my head. Lastly it looks like once again someone who I considered a really good friend didn't feel the same, for its been over a month and I haven't seen or heard from the said person (No name dropping), but that last one I think has effected me the most, I've experienced this before a couple of times, and honestly it just gets worse each time.
So now maybe you can see why I'm not quite in the birthday spirit, but who knows maybe in the next three days something will change.
You never know.
No comments:
Post a Comment