Move on, and let go

    Sometimes we hold on to the things we love, the people we care about, or even searching for answeres. Sometimes we are too blinded by ourselves to see that we have to let go. After trying everything to not to have to give up what we are trying so hard to keep. 

    The thought of losing those threads we are holding on to weighing us down, but we don't feel or see the weight. The past belongs in the past, and sadly we are inevitably going to lose people, things, and never get some answers. We can't let that hold us back though. 

    Sometimes the hardest choice really is letting go, and facing life front face forward. Things happen for a reason and while in can't speak for objects, and all answers, I can though for people. I'm pretty sure all people want you to continue on with your life and make it the best possible life for yourself despite them having to move on from you. They don't want to be tying you down holding you back. 

    Life will be full of moments it's honestly up to you to decide how you live based on them. 

Wildfire

    Emotions can spark out and take on lives of their own, all it takes is a little kerosine to set every part of your life ablaze. Consuming you and ripping you apart at the same time. 

    Like a fire not completely put out, we just leave it thinking if we don't look back everything will be ok its buried. Those emotions can find a way out and, like the smoke can cloud our judgement and how we are perceiving things. Making us read things into things that aren't really there. Without any kind of control like a wildfire our emotions can burn us alive if left unchecked. 

What have I done with my life?

    It's true what they say about lessons coming from strange places at times. Because I got taught one recently and it opened my eyes. You see I'm very grateful to be alive, but I feel sometimes like I don't deserve it because what have I done to deserve my extended life? 

    I was watching tv and this show caught exactly what I had been feeling about this woman who got a second chance at a life, and years later people were wanting to know what had she done with her life since she got that fateful chance? And she was embarrassed because honestly she hadn't done anything super special with that second chance. However it ended with her realizing it doesn't matter that she didn't do anything extraordinary with her life, but the fact that she was healthy, living life, and was happy was really all that mattered.

    That hit me so I may not have done anything extraordinary aside from beating the odds with my life yet,  (and I still might go on to do something big one day) but I am happy and I'm living and really that's all that should matter. 

Always something waiting

    Stress, worry, anticipation. Three feelings we have daily whether we care to admit it or not. Right now something is going on in your life that if you could just get past it things will get easier, or even better am I right? I'm just gonna say that lately I've had an revelation and to some it will seem kinda obvious but to others it will seem daunting. There will always be something around the corner to stress or worry about. Getting past this hump will not end that because before you know it you'll be tangled up in a new drama. 

    The simple solution is to just live life and not stress about things as much, hope for the best and dive into your life. Of course it's not that simple when your facing the trials head on, and things are looking grim. I can honestly say I was facing some stuff last year and finally I got past it ending in a good way, and things were good, but now something else has already reared its ugly head lol.

    The point in trying to get is all that stress isn't worth it, don't let it consume your life. Breathe in, breathe out, and just focus on tackling today! Or else you risk surrorcsying from trying to only breathe during the breaks.