Call back

    So yesterday I got to talk to one of my best friends who I haven't seen in awhile, on the phone, after missing the call while being asleep at treatment, and then hitting that call back button when I got home (gasp I know right? Feels like I never talk on the phone anymore). It's easier for me to text or write personally it helps me think about what I want to say and how. When on the phone I tend to bable or have word vomit where I just keep talking lol. Something I need to work on honestly.

    But anyway it was nice getting to hear from him. That's one of the pluses to phone calls, you get to actually hear the other person as if they were there beside you. It's nice to hear from people. Even if it's just to hear "hey hello how have you been?" It's a way they choose to show they care in my opinion.

One short day

    You know all it takes is one short day to change your life for the better, and yes One short day is the title of a song from Wicked and I've been playing it a lot lately like an anthem. What I get from it is that despite what we are going through is we have hope for a better tomorrow. 

    So I tell myself "that I'll be back for good one day, to make my mark and make my way!" and all it takes is one short day for everything to turn around.  One day I will make something of myself something that I can be proud of as well as the people I care about. 

Need perspective

    We can't always change things in life, we get the hand we are dealt, and have to find the best way to play the game. While I wouldn't change my life circumstances because I think it helped me be the person I am today, like everyone else I do wish I could change my appearance. My reflection I see overweight, unattractive face, disfigured body. 

    Looks aren't everything, and we do have to love ourselves for who we are, it's not always easy to love every part of ourselves. 

    I've reached out to a couple people this passed week trying to open up and talk about some of my issues, but instead of trying to help, I was turned away and dismissed as if the issues don't matter. I just wanna say if anyone ever comes to you to open up, all you have to do is listen, don't turn them away.

    It just at times feels like things are fading away, and I'm not exactly sure how to handle it. You can box up your problems "conceal don't feel" but if you can't discuss stuff with people is it really worth it?

    Everything has to find a way to be brought back into perspective because during the moment we lose that. But once it can be brought back into perspective usually things don't seem as bad as we thought. 

Road trip to disney March 2015

    So me and my BFFL Kala decided to take a weekend trip to seminole florida with my mom and step dad. It turned into a AWESOME disney trip. 

    After a long night of driving and a night in a hotel due from needing sleep, we made it to the condo and spent the afternoon at the beach.

    After we got back to room we went out to dinner with mom and step dad, then back to the condo to get to bed early. We woke up around 3am and made our way to disney world, we had reservation at the Caribbean beach resort. We got there way before check in and at 6am we lucked out and they had a room available. Thier system LILO was down so we couldn't get magic bands, but for our inconvinance they have us free complimentary park tickets with park hopper option!! Pixie dust so early in the trip!! We got our room key and dropped our bags in the room (which was an awesome room) and we made a beline for the bust stop! 

    We got to the Magic Kingdom a little after eight thirty and got in fairly easy. We did stop and rename a scooter, retrieved the disability pass, and then we tried to go get sorcerer of the magic kingdom cards but the commentary ticket couldn't be used for that function. So, I decided to run into the emporium and buy some magic bands since our resort couldn't give us ours. Not only did we get them I chose blue, kala chose gray. They linked them up for us, and let us keep them no charge ( more pixie dust!). 

    Finally all set we made our way down Main Street and into the central hub that had been remodeled and was looking sharp! 

    Honestly it was a great day full of great memories we rode everything we were wanting to, big thunder mountain four times, splash mountain four times, seven dwarfs mine train twice, space mountain, haunted mansion, voyage of the little mermaid, the train, the barnstormer, stitches great escape, monsters inc laugh floor. We met so many characters, like the Tremaines (cinderellas step family)  Donald and goofy, chip and dale, Ana and Elsa, and I finally found Peter Pan in the magic kingdom!! FINALLY! :) he loved my hat and shirt! (Actually I got quite a few compliments from ppl on my Peter swag lol)  ((been wanting to meet him in the park for years!! Hope to do it again as you should know by now he is my favorite)). Kala didn't enjoy him quite as well as he accidentally jumped on her foot /: 

    We also saw the spectrical of lights parade which was awesome my camera got some good shots (really like that camera lol). Finally we made our way back to our room for a well deserved rest.

    The second day was much more relaxing day at disney we loaded our car and went back to magic kingdom since we still had our ticket left and we wanted to see the festival of fantasy parade since we accidentally missed it the last day. It was so worth seeing we honestly never left Main Street while waiting I did go and meet tinkerbell!! She was so sweet and funny I liked interacting with her! 

    Afterwards the parade started and like I said it was totally worth coming back to see since we could, and I had been wanting to see it since I first heard about it. The costumes are amazing, the floats and characters are all just wow factors my favorite is the sleeping nudity scene with the Makefivent dragon. Seriously best parade from disney! 

    Before we left I ran and got a Starbucks you are here series mug that are exclusive to disney parks. Each park as its on design that can only be bought in its respective park.

    After we made our way back to the car, swung by the condo to get the rest of our things and made our way back to Dalton lol. It was a really quick trip but it was so worth it and can't wait for another lol