Forever Young (at heart)

    It seems to be that some people see me as immature. I see myself as just that, myself. Just because I turned 21, does not mean that i'm going to just change who I am. 

    My music taste is my taste, I won't ask you to change the music you listen to so don't ask me to. I am not ashamed of the music I listen to: Miley Cyrus, R5, Demi Lavato, Selena Gomez, OneDirection, Bridget Mendler, Ross Lynch, Dolly Parton, Emily Osment, Stereo Skyline, All Time Low, Tenth Avenue North, Colton Dixon, Hollywood Ending, Kelly Clarkson, Raven Symone, Taylor Swift, Sam Phillips.  I'm not changing what I enjoy just because some see some of my tastes as young, well i see it why would I wanna listen to some of the trash that is out there, when I enjoy all that I listed, and not have to deal with cussing every other word.. seems to me my logic is actually quite mature to keep my mind clean. 

    Same thing for the TV shows I enjoy: Gilmore Girls, Sabrina the Teenage Witch, Pretty Little Liars, Switched at Birth, Austin & Ally, Once Upon a Time.  Just like my music I'm not going to just for no reason, change everything. If you enjoy something you shouldn't let society dictate you into not liking it, and vice versa you shouldnt let society be your judge for what you do enjoy.

    Lastly my friends, sure some are younger than me, but honestly at times i think they are more mature than me. Plus why should I not be friends with someone I like? I don't see the age as an issue anymore, and if people ask I simply say "They are friends, and have been there for me when others haven't". I see it as friends are valuable, and when you have good ones, you'll keep them. 

    I am older, but honestly I'm young at heart. I find Disney fascinating, I get myself into funny situations, and usually find a way out. I am creative.  I don't see anything wrong with my life, how I dress, act, and just live life. "Who says you have to grow up?" a quote by Walt Disney. 

So yeah, I may be 21, but i'm not changing anything in my life. You can call me immature, which iImay be at times, but I'm just gonna say that I'm Forever young in my heart.

passed my first online final!

    This is just a short post because I just wanted to post that I just took my final for my online writing class, and passed it with an 86!! so now all I have to do is print out the completion letter. Also have to be thinking about what class ill take next.
    Well its honestly really late, but I wanted to post this lol, so goodnight for now!

Circle

    When I really sit down and think about it, I have a good life. I have friends and family who care about me. I have nice things (to me they are nice at least). I'm not completely broke I get enough to get by on, and I know people who would offer to help if I honestly needed it.
    I think that even if your life is going good, your entitled to times where you are just down. Because we are humans with emotions, and I know personally that life is crazy, unpredictable, and sometimes unfair. We have fears, doubts, regrets, but we do somehow have to get past them eventually, but blocking them and setting them aside won't work that is just not dealing with the problem and it will be there waiting.
    I wonder sometimes, why do I get this feeling of loneliness at times? It just comes from nowhere, and I don't do anything that should trigger it. It just comes and goes as it pleases. I want to be someone one day, I want to be famous, or at least someone who is known of. I want my writing to get me there. But, some of the doubts are that I'll never amount to anything. Others are that I'll be alone, isolated, abandoned. Then one is that I'll be forgotten.
    But then I start to think how well my life is going, and it just keeps going round, and round like a circle into the late hours of the night.

21st Birthday seeing R5 live

    Ok so to celebrate my birthday back in november, I purchased concert tickets to see R5. So yesterday that is what I was doing.  Let me just say one thing first. IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME!!!! Ok now that I have that out of my system lol. The concert was in Atlanta, at the Masquerade. Since it was for my birthday I also had purchased for myself the VIP experience. (My friend Kala also went with me, however she didn't have the VIP upgrade) We got to the venue about two o'clock and we were second in the VIP line. Around four they let us VIP's go on in we got to watch sound check, and have Q&A with the band plus we got early entrance into the venue.

    I was right up front like the stage was arms length away. They had opening acts, one being Hollywood Ending (a surprise for me seeing how I like them as well). Then when they finally went on themselves it was epic. I was able to stay standing, or on my knees for over seven hours (yeah i'm really sore today).  I knew all their songs, and they were just awesome. 

    During the Q&A I went to buy some souvenirs, and  Ryland Lynch (Manager, not preformer, but just as nice and cool in person) was back there. The lady who was helping with my stuff since I was losing energy, mentioned to him about my birthday and got my picture with him. That was really cool, but after the show when it was my turn for group photo (Also part of the VIP upgrade) when I set walker aside, and walked up to them (remember out of a sold out show, 1100 people) they recognized me and congratulated me for my birthday, that was truly a memory! I also got to tell them that it was their music that helped me get through physical therapy that led me out of the wheelchair. Honestly they are a truly nice group, are very talented, and just nice to be around. 

    I'm so glad I got to go to the show, and meet them in person :) This birthweek started out great, and it kept going, ending with a BANG. Honestly best birthday ever, Blessed I got to celebrate my 21st birthday with R5, and that during the week I got to pre-celebrate with friends and family!