Masks

    We all wear different masks for different reasons. Some masks we put on because its truly who we want to be, some we wear because we cant bear to face whats really underneath, or because its what someone else needs us to be. And some masks we wear because we hope to stay hidden. However, thats the problem with wearing masks, they can be ripped off at any moment.

Guardrails

    Well thursday night I was in a car accident, I had just taken a friend home, and was going around a curve when a deer came out. I swerved and missed the deer, but slammed into a guard rail. Thankfully I'm ok, my heart did go off, but I got it settled. The car as of now I'd unsafe to drive, luckily if family, and some great friends who are helping me out.

Ironically at church the new series is called "Guardrails". Going over not the guard rails on our roads, but the kind that we can put up to protect us from going astray. Usually Guardrails are there to keep you safe from a worse possibility.

Hopefully car will be fixed sometime throughout next few weeks.

Been sick

    Sorry for the delay in posts i know normally theres at least one every few days, and now that may stay true or i may post less frequently haven't decided, but anyway for the last week I have been awfully sick. Honestly thought I was never going to get better, but here I am able to stand up without getting dizzy and passing out lol. Downside however I've neglected physical therapy and can see the difference do have to get back on that.
    While I was sick I watched tv shows and read books lol. Sabrina the teenage witch, Gilmore girls, switched at birth, and my newest show Once upon a time. Books were the Iron legends, and Lies beneath. All of that didn't help time go faster, but it did make it partially more bearable. I'm not 100% better but I am getting there, and definitely glad to be getting over whatever I had.

Lesson Learned

    OK so without "cants" and "donts" it's honestly hard to tell where the fun is. That lesson I can honestly say I learned the hard way. You see I am house sitting for a friend this week, as well as watching their dog. So I'm on my own this week, (there is a pool). The week started with staying up late, eating junk food, and relaxing by the pool. No one around to say  "no you can't do this"and "don't do that".  At first it was fun, but that didn't last too long. Staying up too late, and swimming at night resulted with me being super tired during the morning, and eating nothing but junk food results with stomach aches, and not too much left over to eat during the week.

    So I can honestly say that the "Cant's" and "Dont's" that are tossed around are usually in our best interest. Now I'm not saying that all of them are good, but I definitely now see the value in them. I also plan on using a few of them on myself the rest of this week haha.