Sometimes...

    Sometimes we just let ourselves get fooled, hoping things will turn out one way, while its totally obvious to everyone else that we're just fooling ourselves. Sometimes we think that if we just hold on long enough things will go back to normal, or get better. We honestly torment ourselves sometimes doing this, we build our hopes up sky high, and then the next instant BAM! Reality hits us, and we get knocked back down.
    Sometimes patience is the key, and things will get better, but sometimes we need to learn to throw in the towel no matter what the outcome may be, just to end the madness (still have yet to do that myself lol). It's not fair to yourself to be so happy one second, then depressed seconds later. Don't blame the other people involved, they usually don't know how it's effecting you, and they probably didn't mean for it to. Now yes there are some people who know EXACTLY what they are doing or did, and those people suck.
    Basically sometimes as hard as it may be, we just have to move on.

Overloaded summer

    So looks like all of next week I have a doctor appointment at least one every day of the week, Monday hearing test for new hearing aids, and maybe get some replacements, Tuesday orthodontist in Atlanta (braces may be coming off!), Wednesday physical therapy, and counseling, Thursday treatment, and Friday physical therapy again.
    This is gonna leave no time for TV lol, seriously thought I'd left majority of hospital life, but it seems to be pulling me back, however, all of these appointments in the long run will be improvements that I've worked so hard for with gods help.
-Things so far are a little better, still not great, and definitely still hard at times, but only time can fix things, and they may never get back to 100%-

Not the best of days

(sorry for not finishing the vacation series, honestly it was over the last day we just drove home.)
    Well right now I'm not in the best of moods, I honestly feel sick, and upset. So the blogs my come a little slower, or it may not effect them at all I don't know right now. You see something happened, and well the results just sorta blew up on my face, and left me hurt emotionally (won't go into details).
    Im hoping time will help, I'm hoping that nothing changes, and I'm hoping I didn't lose a friend honestly.
So yeah not the best of days

Vacation Day Six

So today sorta started out bad, seeing that I still can't hear. I called hearing aid doctor they can see me the 25th of June :( that's so long to go without hearing :(
We decided to hit downtown Disney again, along the way we stopped at Denny's and they made me a fried cheese melt (pic below) it was amazing!!!
At downtown we did some last minute shopping, lol we made it back to the condo at 1am.