All about change

    Well the time I've tried to avoid has finally arrived, and with it key people in my life are off to college this weekend, and while I know I won't lose these people completely it still hurts. I've tried to keep busy, spend some time with them, and even tried to block out my emotions. While I treasure the times I got to have, and learned that the emotions good or bad, are meant to be there, none of it slowed down time. I wonder if other people go through this. I also wonder if any of these people will miss me. 

    Life is all about change, and that's all that's happening here. Just a little change. A little change won't ruin anything unless one lets it. I'll be honest it's been draining emotionally, but I've still got some fight left in me. Unlike other times nothing is ending, simply just changing. I've got the link starting back up Sunday nights, and I'm continuing with the children's ministry this year for Sunday mornings. I'll find ways to keep myself occupied. I'm thinking that after the hump things will get easier if I see things don't really change too much (And hopefully can schedule some visits). I know to some people my feelings sound probably crazy, but they are mine.