Every opportunity

     When it comes down to it, sometimes I think about the fact how it seems like I've had every opportunity to just give up, every excuse to just quit, to just say you know what I've had enough I'm done. However, I never do, I don't know why, but I never seem to give up or quit.

    People ask me do I blame god for getting MPS or having to deal with all the stuff I go through, and honestly I don't think I've ever blamed him, or got angry at him despite what happens. Yes I get nervous, or scared, and wish at times that I could pass some things by, but somehow I manage to push through. 

    I've overcame so many trials that I wasn't supposed to, I keep finding a way back, keep fighting. Have every legitimate reason to give up, yet for some reason I choose not to. I don't know if its for my friends, family, or a way to keep serving god, but I hold on to those things, and I think those are the main reasons I keep pushing forward.