Well the first week of this college semester has come to an end, and to be honest lol it literally drained a good amount of my energy. The class workload seems intense already, and I'm running myself ragged walking all over campus trying to sort all the accommodations out. Sadly I snapped today after I had got home, and had a mental breakdown from the stress, after I crashed on my bed and slept from 11am-5pm (this with a good nights rest before hand).
I think I'm learning all the steps however, it just takes me longer than others to complete the problems.
There are whispers in my head going "you can't take it, your not made for it" sometimes I wanna listen to them, but other times I just wanna take this bright little spark that fuels me to get up each morning and push forward, where I can in the end say "see what I can do!"
I'm happy the first week is over, maybe most of the glitches will get worked out soon, on bright side I didn't fall, or walk into a door this time around lol, so that's a positive!
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