Cut the strings, or not?

    Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to just cut someone out of your life completely, never go to them for anything, or talk to them ever again. Part of me thinks that its possible just grab everything thats yours, and has no connection to that other person then just leave. However, then you notice if you cut this person out, does it mean you have to do the other person, or anyone that they are associated with? Also what if that person is someone you turn to in times of need, can you really get by without their help? Then you have to think why am I cutting this person out of my life? Is it due from anger, someone wronged you, and you just can't stand to be near them anymore due to lack of trust? Is it fear, they are nice most of the time, but when you slip up one time do you cringe while they are flared up? Or is it just because you wanna prove you can do things on your own?

    I see both half's to this dilemma, their are good effects as well as bad effects from this kind of decision. And I guess basically it comes down to, how much can you handle, and which scenario would be worse? Sometimes do we not cut the strings just so that we can keep getting by? Therefore using the other person? Also once you cut someone out, its nearly impossible to get/let them back in.

    So I guess I'll wait for the storm to pass, and see how much damage just has been done before I decide whether or not to cut the strings.

Horror films

Ok why I watch horror films I have no idea, I know they freak me out, but I still watch them lol. For example last night my friend, and I watch Scream4, safe to say I didn't go to sleep until the sun came up, now I'm watching Scream2, and possibly Scream3 lol. I enjoy them I really do, its just the after effect when the movies over, and your just in your room alone at night, and things get creepy.
Scary movies are fun, but not when your alone, and its dark haha.

Talking to the wind

    It's pretty late tonight, but no matter how hard I try I honestly just can't seem to fall asleep, so I thought a post would be good use of my time.

Honestly I feel like that sometimes I'm just talking to the wind, because it feels like not many people are there. When I reach out for someone, they just disappear like they were only just an illusion. After that happens so many times I think I'm in the right thinking that somethings not right or fair. A saying comes to mind. 

"We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person doesn't care at all" 

    Now don't get me wrong, I'll never quit reaching out, but the sting does get harder each time things fall through. I know people care, but honestly at times it feels like no one is there.

Sometimes I think I'm just talking to the wind, because it is the only thing that will listen to me. I mean just this year so many bridges have been burned, only I wasn't the one who lit the matches, just the one who was walking across, and stumbled onto the flames. Then theres the fact that the people that I normally trust the most seem to not need me either. Things are honestly just falling apart around me, and I'm at that point where I'm just watching the ruins crumble.

    I truly know things will get better, and God is standing here with me, but its just having to get through it to the end that is the difficult part.

So yeah tonight, I'm just talking to the wind

Disney Vinylmation

Disney Vinylmation is one of the newer things that disney is offering, they are similar to the disney trading pins because you can trade these items as well. Most are 3inches tall and the majority of them are in the shape of a mickey mouse figure, however they come in many designs, colors, and characters. Each one has the artist signature on its foot, proving it is an authentic Disney Vinylmation. Collecting is fun because you can get your favorite characters, or the ones that you like, you can get a complete series set, or just try to collect your favorites. Most are mystery box style, where you know you will get one out of twelve, but you don't know just which one. Others are open box, where you see exactly which Vinylmation you are getting. There are also 9inch ones that are usually limited edition, as well as 1.5inches. 

In my opinion they are neat little things to collect and trade. (however not sure I wanna trade any of the ones I have honestly lol, really like the start of my collection)