Second Poetry Post ~One Day~

-One Day-

one day maybe i will be able to take off this mask

one day maybe i will be able to forget the past

i feel like i’m going nowhere

while everyone seems to be going somewhere

why can i not get over you

no matter how hard i try

i just cant seem to break through

why do i have to feel this way

why can i not forget that day

the day you made me run away

how did i let this start to control me

when will i finally be set free

my life has slowly slipped away from me

now i am a face that no one sees

missing you terribly everyday

and late at night i wonder just exactly what do i miss

i know you play a role in all of this

but could there be something more

something that might give me bliss

come on now you cant deny it

all of this from your eyes was such a riot

Manipulative Manipulation

One thing I can't stand is being manipulated by someone, being a pawn that someone can discard when it's no longer useful to them. To manipulate someone is to be toying with people's emotions, and that's just low.
I know people who have been manipulated as well as been manipulated myself, and let me just say there aren't many things worse than that moment where you realize that you've been used. Today it just seems like there are so many lies, secrets, and manipulation in this world it's hard to know just who to trust, and as for me once you use me, you lost what ever trust I had in you.
I'm pretty sure it's like that for a lot of people.

Happy 4th of July!!!

Well it's fourth of july, and honestly today I don't have any plans haha. You see last Saturday night I went to a party with a new friend, and it was fourth of July themed, and we had some legal fireworks (it was honestly A LOT of fun).  Then this Saturday the 7th, is my grandmothers birthday, and were having our annual 4th of july part/birthday party for her. Its always a lot of fun, this year were hosting at my dads house which will be different lol.
So for the actual fourth, seems like it will be a day to rest, which I'm not gonna turn down.

Hope everyone no matter what your plans may be has an awesome Fourth of July!!!

July kicks up the heat

    Well idk about you but it's been a scorcher for the last few days on my end, never seems to drop below 100 degrees. Seems like July decided to bring a heat wave with it. Honestly I'm not big on the heat in more incline to the colder season.
    So what's up you wonder? Honestly a lot lol, been branching out, made some new friends, found out that braces will be coming off the 20th of this month!!!!
So things are definitely kicking up in more than just ways of the temperature you could say lol.
    Let's just wait and see what all July brings shall we? :)