Call back

    So yesterday I got to talk to one of my best friends who I haven't seen in awhile, on the phone, after missing the call while being asleep at treatment, and then hitting that call back button when I got home (gasp I know right? Feels like I never talk on the phone anymore). It's easier for me to text or write personally it helps me think about what I want to say and how. When on the phone I tend to bable or have word vomit where I just keep talking lol. Something I need to work on honestly.

    But anyway it was nice getting to hear from him. That's one of the pluses to phone calls, you get to actually hear the other person as if they were there beside you. It's nice to hear from people. Even if it's just to hear "hey hello how have you been?" It's a way they choose to show they care in my opinion.

One short day

    You know all it takes is one short day to change your life for the better, and yes One short day is the title of a song from Wicked and I've been playing it a lot lately like an anthem. What I get from it is that despite what we are going through is we have hope for a better tomorrow. 

    So I tell myself "that I'll be back for good one day, to make my mark and make my way!" and all it takes is one short day for everything to turn around.  One day I will make something of myself something that I can be proud of as well as the people I care about.